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[28 Mar 2008|05:29pm]

PLEASE JOIN our_happyending </font>IF YOU'RE IN A RELATIONSHIP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Boookis. [27 Jan 2006|05:34pm]

Hey everyone here. I am in need of space and some cash, or more books depending on what you have. So buy or swap books with me. Please. Heres my list so far.

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[05 Sep 2005|10:18am]

Help Out Hurricane Katrina Victims
Do you want to help the victims of Hurricane Katrina, but are financially unable to? You can still help. The Oxygen Network has started a campaign called 'Oh! Speak Up!: The Youngest Victims of Hurricane Katrina'.

The campaign is helping children who were patients of the New Orleans Children's Hospital who were moved to the Texas Children's Hospital in Houston. Oxygen has stated that for every person the signs up for the campaign, they will donate $1 to help the kids.

All you have to do is enter your name, age, zip code, and email address. Nothing else is required and you won't get tons of spam email.

It's a great cause and you'd be donating $1 to the campaign at no cost to yourself. I've already signed up, along with 19,249 other people.

Think about it: if one million people sign up, that's one million dollars to help these children.

if you want to help, click the link, then send it out to other people
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delete if not allowed [13 Jul 2005|11:03am]




please join.

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[03 Jul 2005|12:08am]

I'm sorry if this is offtopic...


I was wondering if people could reccommend books.
Any topic really. I'm just, in that kind of mood. Yakno?

Thank you. And I'm sorry if this is offtopic, and you can delete it.
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[17 Jun 2005|12:51am]

[ mood | loved ]

i fell in love all the way back in '93. ya i know im old. ive been married for almost 12 years and i cant see doing anything without him. we have maintaned a healthy, happy relationship for a number of reasons. want to know more....just ask me....

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hiya [14 Jun 2005|03:40am]

[ mood | cheerful ]

i just joined here so let me tell you guys about me. my name is paola and im 18 from nyc. me and my boyfriend have been together since August 2004. he lives in new jersey but it doesn't bug me. he proposed to me on 2.12.05. i knew from day one we'd be together forever

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A post from hellojeffy: [10 Jun 2005|01:33pm]

[ mood | excited ]

Dear Friends. I am collecting love letters for a project I am working on called 99 Love Leters.

The idea here is to collect 99 love letters. Each "letter" should be a photocopy of one side of one page. All names should be removed to preserve anonymity. Any expression of love goes.. Letter, Drawing, Painting.. Anything. Then, once all the letters are collected, we will connect them to 99 red balloons and release them in the heart of the city.

Yes, that is a play off of Nena's 99 Luftballons..

The objective is to reach at least 1 or 2 lonely or heart broken souls out there. There will be a contact email on the letter so we can take in a response.

If all goes well I'll be doing this annually in different cities. I'm hoping to get all the letters and prep work done my midsummer. So If you have a love letter or three or more you think would suit our little project photo copy it and give/mail it to me. If you need my land address or have a comment/question please email me at..hellojeffy@yahoo.com.


We are aware of the concearns you may have, so for your piece of mind I have included a link:

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[12 Apr 2005|11:46am]
i fell in love with my best guy friend about 7 months ago....but....he's gay.

i haven't gotten over it...because i fell in love hard...what the hell should i do?

we are still best friends and there is no akwardness at all....in fact, he's visiting me in 12 days....I'm really looking forward to it! ;)
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[09 Mar 2005|07:13pm]
hey guys! i am Anna im 17 and im from Minnesota and i wanted to say i love my BF Aaron so dang much!<333333333 and im new [;
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**waves** [23 Feb 2005|01:44pm]

[ mood | blah ]

heya... i am posting to tell you all a bi tabout myself, i am danie and i am twenty... i have been watching your community for a while low and it pleases me (mostly). i am wildly in love with a boy who has recently been named my husband... the butcher. he and i met on the internet in 2001 and i decided he was worthy of moving the 5,000 miles it took to be with him for the rest of my life. although things get rough sometimes i find it fun still to cut out paper rings and string them around the room and then wake him up in the morning to grease cakes (his fave). it does me good to see what love does for him. cheers for letting me read the bits and pieces in this community and and participate!

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New! [22 Feb 2005|05:42pm]

Hey everyone im new, so i decided to introduce myself. My name is Stephanie im 17 years old and i live in Texas. Im in love with a guy named William and yeah thats pretty much it. So yeah... feel free to add me or comment on my friends only entry. :)
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[03 Feb 2005|06:20pm]

[ mood | mellow ]

i am getting married next friday and i need to turn in readings for the wedding. can anybody help me out with some good readings? it would be greatly appreciated!

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( ( new ) ) [12 Oct 2004|08:35pm]

Well... I'm new here. Obviously. My name is Jen, I'm 15/f/fl. This place seems pretty fun. So, Just to start off with, I'll describe my current... "love life."

I've been going out with this guy Chris for almost a year. He's a year and a few months older than me, and we see eachother almost all the time. We're really close, and we joke around together and wrestle, and we have serious talks and kiss. Neither of us (to my knowledge anyway) have cheated, and have any thoughts of breaking up. I feel like he's my best friend and I could tell him anything. I'm only 15, so I'm not really too fast to label this as "love" but... it's a close as someone my age can get I think, if not the "real thing." It's some form of love I know, if not the classical, livehappilyeverafter sort.

I think that's all.
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[10 Oct 2004|10:03pm]
Hello, I'm new here. I'm 16 and a junior in high school. I figured this was a cute story, atleast I thought it was when I experienced it last night. Do pardon me for sounding like a nerd, I like to remember certain details of things and certain words help me remember them.

Last night was crazy. I was talking to billy(my exboyfriend who I haven't seen in forever) online and I asked him to homecoming. He said yes, if he can get a suit. Anyways, I was talking to him and he wanted me to come over, so at 8:00 I told my dad I was off to the movies and went to go hang out with him. We went to another ex-boyfriend's old place of establishment, where billy lives right now.

We plugged in farenheit 9/11...

(this movie is really funny, especially in the end where a video clip plays this quote: "There's an old saying in Tennessee — I know it's in Texas, probably in Tennessee — that says, fool me once, shame on — shame on you." —George W. Bush, Nashville, Tenn., Sept. 17, 2002)

and watched the movie for a good 15 minutes, and he offered me something to drink, so I followed him into the kitchen and somehow I ended up with a glass of red wine and him, gin and grapefruit juice. Never had red wine before, but it was good. I liked it. We got our beverages and crashed back on the couch, slightly closer to eachother. Then we took turns taking drinks and scooting closer to eachother inconspicously, until somehow he got his arm around me. That felt nice. I haven't sat with him like that in almost a year. It was about five minutes later as I was mentally pleading him to kiss me the whole time that he turned and whispered a question into my ear.

Him: "May I kiss you?"

Me: "Mmhmm.."

I don't really know what else happened in the movie, me and billy were paying attention to other things, like making out. We were sitting, then we were laying on his couch. He kept wanting to put his hand down my pants, but I wouldn't allow that, and he respected that. We were cuddling and our hands were roaming, and well, I wanted to explore with somebody who's earned alot of brownie points that night?(do pardon my naughty side?)

Me: "You don't mind if I pull a double standard on you do you?"

Him: "What's that?"

M: "I can do something to you but you can't do it to me.."

H: ".... If you want to.."

His pants were hard to unbutton. He did look really fucking hot in them too. Black just fits billy. It brings out his hotness. So somehow the both of us got them undone and I witnessed for the first time in my life a real live penis. In the midst of me exploring the male anatomy we were interrupted by David(his roomate) coming home, lucky for us he didn't go into the living room first!

We were like "shit shit!" so we scurried up and billy zipped his pants up and he ran into the kitchen and soforth and blah blah blah. It was time to go home but I didn't want to go so we devised a plan: I'd go inside, tell my dad I'm home and leave. So we went outside and we ended up making out some more, which was good. He drove me home and then I ran back into the car and we went to Plaid Pantry. Some of the people that work there are stupid people. Anyways, I froliced around the place grabbing gum and a chocolate bar, and then we went back to his place. lol.

David's gf came over and I met her. She seemed nice. Billy led me into his room and he turned on some music, some damn good music. I was standing in the middle of the room, waiting for him, wanting to pounce onto the bed but I didn't. Instead, he came up to me and tossed his coat off somewhere and put his arms around me. That felt really good. We swayed in his room, holding eachother and kissing. I felt so intoxicated. He smiled at me and kissed me more.

I could still taste the gin on his breath. He wanted to go to his bed, and I wanted the lights off, so I pounced over and turned them off, and then joined him on his bed. we ended up topless, making out and somehow I ended up giving him a hand job.. penises are cute... atleast his is.. lol. He wanted to do the same to me but I'm weird and I wouldn't allow that, and he respected that. More brownie points, billy, keep it up. He finished and I was tempted to be all like "now look at what you did to yourself!" all jokingly but I was unable to say much. My hormones were on an overload or something.

We lay there topless in eachothers arms, talking to eachother about how nice it would be if we could just stay that way. He's changed alot, and I really like the new him better than the old. We kissed some more and decided that david would start coming in all asking us why we were being hermits, so we reclothed ourselves and headed downstairs.

I found out that David and his gf were shooting up, and she took too much and started puking. >.< Billy wanted to do it too. We sat downstairs for awhile and talked some and I thought it was very nice of him to ask me if it was okay if he was high for the last couple hours we were together. I decided to let him go and do what he was going to do. He told me what he was doing and exactly how he'd act and everything. I was kind of disapointed but it's his decision.

He left and came back down high, and pulled out his guitar and started playing some stuff. He played Glycerine by Bush and I practically melted into a puddle of goo. He's got the best voice ever. Especially when he sings. I love it. Whenever I'm in a bad mood and I hear his voice it just goes away and I calm down. He practically sang me to sleep.

He put the guitar down and was spontaeniously in a cuddle mood. He's a good cuddler. I love cuddling with him.

H: "I want to hear your heartbeat"
M: "You like to do that too?"
H: "Yeah, it calms me down."
M: "Really? same here.."
He put his head to my chest. It was cute.
H: "You have a strong heart."
M: "Why thank you... *giggle*"

We ended up facing eachother, and he tucked his head into my neck. Reminded me of a cute little 4 year old in my arms. He started talking to me about how much He'd love to fall asleep like we were. I felt the same. He told me I was beautiful and that he loved me, but not in the lusty get into my pants kind of way, but he admired me for what I've been through and all kinds of stuff, or something like that.

H: "I love cuddling.. I could do it all day and never get sick of it.."
M: "mmhmm, I like it too, just being by another person like this.."
H: "Yeah, I like just kissing and cuddling alot, but I get too horny all the time.. it gets in the way.."
M: *giggle*
H: *sigh*
M: *mock sigh*

I don't remember everything he said, I was high from my hormones rushing around, and he was on opiates. I do remember him calling me remarkable and that he thought I could do anything I wanted to if I wanted to do it. He also apoligized for treating me like shit last year. I pulled him closer. Sometimes it just takes some reasurance from an old friend to throw you out of a depression. He smelled so good to me. And now I smell like him. I like that. We cuddled and talked some more and then I had to leave and go home. I didn't want to go. I wanted to stay in his arms. It felt so nice and safe, like nothing could ever go wrong as long as I was right there with him.

He said he loved me again and that he'd ask me out if he wasn't moving in a week. Oh god I wish he wasn't. I want him to hate it and come back. I'd hate to wish that onto him, but I dunno. He'll be back for the holidays and soforth, so I'll see him then hopefully. I dont know, I feel so respected when I'm with him. It's like.. impossible to feel uncomfortable when he's around. He'd always ask if I was uncomfortable or if he was pushing my limits, and he listened when I told him that I was uncomfortable with what he was doing. I liked that. It felt like he really does like me alot, but I don't know if he does or not. I don't even want to remind myself that he's capable of lies, but it's hard to remember than when I'm with him. I just had a good time.
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[27 Aug 2004|10:16am]

i'm cleaning and throwing stuff away but i found an old poem :)


I picture in my head
A picture of the perfect woman
I see your body in my mind
That's why I write this poem

I see cool eyes
and silky soft skin
I see wonderous curves
I'd like to see again

You devour the thoughts
that enter my mind
I think about you
and leave everything behind

A queen A goddess
A princess you are
Your eyes light the fire
That turns into a star

All I wish for
is a warm embrace
And to know i'm responsable
for that smile on your face

another old one i found

Is this Really Art?

A mumble A Jumble
A whisper A fart
these words on paper
some people call art

A toy A lantern
A fake rubber chicken
Pulling words from the air
when they're ripe for the picking

A symbol A sonnet
in sympathetic stealth
As they grow to a book
And bring virtue and wealth

well two...


I've mingled mischievously
Among men in Madrid
And i sat on a stoop
with strangers in El Cid

Through hell and back
with one thing on my mind
Uncovering the answers
to the troubles that i find

feedback anyone or noone
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[22 Jul 2004|12:42am]

[ mood | blank ]

hey i'm new here so i figured i'd just update to say hi and introduce myself.


age-->14 (15 in 23 days)

stats-->single, but totally crushing

      well i guess that's all really...i'll update again soon. in the meantime, comment and add me because i need friends lol i only have like 6 or 7 (yeah yeah i know i'm a loser lol)

okay that's all for now!

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[11 Jul 2004|11:13pm]

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I'll hold you in my dreams... [12 Jun 2004|01:52am]
[ mood | depressed ]

So, I just started posting in my LF and I thought that since maybe I just got dumped I should post in here. I'm new and I am looking for some advice really. I loved my girlfriend more than anything in the world and I thought she felt the same way, but about 2 weeks ago, she decided to dump me. I really wish I could get her back, so anybody that has advice for me...please tell me.

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Hello there :-) [06 Jun 2004|09:49pm]

[ mood | blank ]

I am obviously new, and I knew that I just had to join, because though I am one who loses men, I am also one, that has a lot of terrific stories and memories to share! Well...currently, I am in love with this guy! He graduated this year, and it makes me sad about how awful the timing was of our meeting! We met, after school one day because he was hanging with his friends, who I happen to know, and I decided to join them, while waiting for my ride home! He is just so bizarre, such as myself, and that is what we both loved and adored about each other! He told me that he thought I was just so awesome, and he asked me for my number, and I gladly gave it to him! I did not expect anything, which I am glad I didn't because he never called me, like he said! I was a little bummed, but I got over it easily! Well...the next day, he found me, and walked up to me, and he said that he was just busy, so he was sorry for not calling! Hehe! :-) I had to go home, but before I did, I asked him for his email, and he gave it to me all happy! We then spoke online that night for hours upon hours on end! :-) I did not want it to end! *sighs* But it had to, and before then, he asked me out on a date! :-) Hehe! :-) I said YES immediately, because I just really liked this guy, and I was starting to recover from a heartache, and so it was nice to be asked by someone I liked! Like a breathe of fresh air for me! :-) So after school on that Friday, we went to his place! :-) We hung out, and got to know each other for a while, and then he took me to this terrific Japanese restaurant called "Hibachi's!" It was so awesome there, and he was absolutely charming, which surprised me, because he is a goth, and I always thought he was mean! LOL! But he wasn't! See...I have known of him for a couple of years now, and I just always thought of him as this really hot, yet mean guy! So...it was quite a pleasant surprise that he was even giving me the time of day, and being nice! :-) So after dinner, and hanging around, we went back to his place! He likes candles and being in the dark, just like I do! So we just layed there and held each other on his bed, and talked a little bit! But then, we started to kiss! :-) I loved every minute of it, and though I have only known him for like a week, one thing lead to another! I slept with him, and oh...it was the greatest! :-) Afterward, he told me that he really liked me a lot, and he actually loved me! :-) I was so happy, words cannot describe how happy I felt! :-) But the evening had to end *sighs* and so he took me home! After that, he kept swinging by to see me at school, and we talked forever online, and everything was just perfect! :-) But judging from what happened to me before, I should have known that it wasn't going to last! See...I am not a naive girl, I just love being in love! I had just been in the lowest place after my first love dumped me for months, and then he came along, and I just couldn't help myself! Well...I found out, that he had been with another girl! I was crushed, because though we weren't together, I was hoping that we would be! I still love him though! We still chat all of the time, but I just can't help but feel well...heartbroken! Heh...:-( I still have hope though! I just need to learn not be my annoying and clingy self, which is not working, because he is currently annoyed with me! :-( But I love him, and I always will be! Just a hopeless romantic, I am! Heh...:-) Well anway, sorry for the incredibly long story! I am glad to be here, and I hope to talk to you guys real soon! :-) Bye for now!


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